Sun will never rise in the night,
Angel will never bless for the friendship between girl and guy,
Dear friend between girl and guy will never happen in the life
I keep telling myself that never and never make the wrong decision again..
Learn not to be regret after the decision..
I still believe that girl and guy and become a true friend but not a couple,
But the thing never happen in this way..
There is not true pure friendship between girl and guy..
This is the reason why I never wanted to be close with a guy
I might over caring a person who just is friend with me
But the feeling of couple love is not there
All the concerns are sincere
All are friendship love
Just because I care for this relationship and yet the person is important to me
This might make everyone misunderstanding
Something that is under expectation will happen
And yet this will break the friendship
I pray hard this will never happen
But the angel breaks my wish
I might can lost any one of the guy friend
But not him
I can’t explain why this friend is so important to me
But this is the first time I have such worst feeling to lost a friend
I lost the right to concern him
I lost a true friend forever
I can’t say YES for the reason just not to lost this friend
I can’t say NO for the reason just because I am not
I know that I am the most happiness one in the world if I say YES
I know that I am going to break this friendship and lost everything if I say NO
Am selfish and cheating him, if I say YES
Hurt and break his heart, if I say NO
Yes, when I am sure for it
No, cause I don’t want something bad happen for second times in my and his life
Sorry to him
Thousand of sorry will never pull him back to my life
But he will never disappear in my memories
Sad that I lost this angel in my life
I can’t be so selfish that hoping him to just be my true friend
This will hurt him more
I don’t want to hurt my angel
Let him go and find his true love
You told me that I lost the right to take care of you since long time ago,
but i still will concern you as you are the important friend in my heart..
I still have the right to take care of you as friend..
and yet i believe that
Angel will take care of you..
cos you are the best one..
