我的故事里再也不会有你的出现

曾经一直守护你
也没有背叛过你
真心地等待你回来
守住你给的无期限的承诺
渐渐的我真得累了
一直为你伤心
失去了自己
因为这段日子你的身边有很多不同的女生

完全令我失望
结果自己定下期限
期限到了就把你忘记
忘记你所给的悲伤
忘记你所给的快乐

这段日子
我学习不再害怕黑暗
也不再怕自己一个人
更不害怕雨天
反而喜欢上雨天

你现在又回来
我反想要求你离开
因为我不想强被人的东西
失去的感觉不好受

我的心根本都不能容下第二个
你应该比谁都清楚
一当我喜欢上
就不会喜欢其他
就连暧昧也不会

在你背叛我的那一刻
是否想过我的感受？

所以不要浪费你的时间
当你离开的那一刻
你就失去了我的心
再也没有这个权力
我的故事里再也不会有你的出现

你更不需要知道我的心里是否有了他人
只可以肯定
你不会是我心里的那一位

人间的悲哀 1

每个女生都会埋怨为什么男生那么花心，为什么每一个男生那么喜欢一脚踏两船。。

曾经自己也是这样的埋怨。。
为何男生要玩弄女生的感情

但
发现其时坏的女生还要多。。
自己有了男朋友，还可以在外面和另一个男生玩暧昧
当自己的男朋友发现时，却大大的不喜欢，并表示那只是好朋友
还很自私的向别人说
为何不能两个都拥有

换个角色
要是你心爱的这样对你
你可以接受吗？
当然现在你可以很大放得说：OK
因为事情还没发生，而且你也很想要保住双方

不要那么自私
当你这样做的时候，是否应为别人想想？
有时我会替那些男生可怜
我甚至有一种冲动想告诉那些女生的男朋友，其实你们的女朋友背叛了你们

可怜的男生
花了金钱，花了时间，花了感情
换来背叛

太阳并不能和月亮共存
水和火也不能共存
太阳，月亮，水，火。。对我们都很有用
但当我们拥有其一时，另一方一定不存在

you are the best one

Sun will never rise in the night,

Angel will never bless for the friendship between girl and guy,

Dear friend between girl and guy will never happen in the life

I keep telling myself that never and never make the wrong decision again..

Learn not to be regret after the decision..

I still believe that girl and guy and become a true friend but not a couple,

But the thing never happen in this way..

There is not true pure friendship between girl and guy..

This is the reason why I never wanted to be close with a guy

I might over caring a person who just is friend with me

But the feeling of couple love is not there

All the concerns are sincere

All are friendship love

Just because I care for this relationship and yet the person is important to me

This might make everyone misunderstanding

Something that is under expectation will happen

And yet this will break the friendship

I pray hard this will never happen

But the angel breaks my wish

I might can lost any one of the guy friend

But not him

I can’t explain why this friend is so important to me

But this is the first time I have such worst feeling to lost a friend

I lost the right to concern him

I lost a true friend forever

I can’t say YES for the reason just not to lost this friend

I can’t say NO for the reason just because I am not

I know that I am the most happiness one in the world if I say YES

I know that I am going to break this friendship and lost everything if I say NO

Am selfish and cheating him, if I say YES

Hurt and break his heart, if I say NO

Yes, when I am sure for it

No, cause I don’t want something bad happen for second times in my and his life

Sorry to him

Thousand of sorry will never pull him back to my life

But he will never disappear in my memories

Sad that I lost this angel in my life

I can’t be so selfish that hoping him to just be my true friend

This will hurt him more

I don’t want to hurt my angel

Let him go and find his true love

You told me that I lost the right to take care of you since long time ago,

but i still will concern you as you are the important friend in my heart..

I still have the right to take care of you as friend..

and yet i believe that

Angel will take care of you..

cos you are the best one..